Why I Call Myself "THE ONE"

I labeled myself this because I'm a very good person who spends not some but all my free time with my children. I will give to my children before myself. I have given my all to my family and ask nothing in return.
Not every mother is like me and I like to think that there are some out there better than me. I'm not perfect, no one is but in this family I am The One

Damn

From Friday to Tuesday I was sick as a dog. puking out my fucking guts and shitting up a storm and all the while I has to cook, clean, and take care of the baby. Hell no I got no help no body gave me any sympathy or remorse. My insides burned like hell just drinking water but did anyone care that I was sick, NO Everybody was "can you do this and can you do that". No one asked are you ok Mamah until I couldn't get up. What ever mess I made I had to Clean up no my own. So I came to the fact that if I can do all this shit sick as a dog imagine what I can do when I'm well. Yeah that's how I got to look at it to keep me focused away from the sad fact that no one really gives a shit but then there is karma and it will bit you in the ass in the end.

Wow What A F-ed Up Week

Yeah I'm back with some more shit that happened this time its about my phone.
Ok last thursday I call my carrier to complain about my phone acting up so they ordered me one right.
None of the ass holes called me back to let me know that the damn thing was on back order so I called to check on it Saturday and  they tried to check the order and gave me a date of tuesday. Ok I get the phone and it worse than my first one so I have to take it in to the store. Craziness just pure craziness.

How I Feel

I depressed and Its my falt.
I spent the last 11 years in the house. I have come to grips with it being my prison so it doesn't feel right going anywhere that doesn't befits me like school the grocery store or the library. I don't chill with people in the hood because I can only learn how to be a low life asshole that's going no where fast. I want to be around people who I can learn some shit from , people who got insight and good fortune. There is nothing here to look forward to. I walked to the library last week and I thought I was on the set of I Am Legion after everybody died. It is a shame how people treat their neighborhood. I hate it here more than my last neighborhood.

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Damn Homework

Damn homework why must it be soo much work give to a college student. Instructors must think that we don't have a life out side school.
Damn I bearly have enough time to blog sometimes.
And sometimes I wished the information came to me like the winds blowing in the fall season.
Any how I have to get back to work blog later.

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OMG What Is This And Why Did It Pick Me

So I'm in alot of pain right now and I know something is not right at all.
For the love of God why is my body hating me right now?
Being a woman is not easy at all.
I think men have it so easy they dont have to go thru the things women go thru but if they did I think they would end their lives.

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I Found Yet Another One

For those who know me know that I am obsessed with cellphones and

cellphone technology. How I got a Evo 4G and its a pretty cool ass phone and

I'm not giving it up but they just came out with the Evo 4G 3D and form the

look of it its promising and I also had my eye on another phone called Acer

Iconia Smart now its a nice looking phone if you like your phone big but

because its not in my carriers line up and not even offered in the US I sort of

steered away from that one. But I tell you what I'm going to do seeing that I'm

due for a upgrade I'm going to save my little penny's and I'm going to upgrade

this time without selling my first Evo back to the carrier and I swear I'm done

with buying phones (like I was when I got the first Evo). This is a never ending

battle for me because like I said cellphones are my fetish. So you will see I will

constantly blog about my phone and you will see how many I go thru. One of

these days their going to stop making them and only then will I stop buying

phones cause I cant resist them. Sometimes I feel I could take a phone over any

human man or woman but not my kids they come before anything after God.